December 2011

end of 2011..sedeyh and i'm a bit lost today..i don't have any new year celebration plan..all my friends got their own..my twinxx already went back to kolumpo..and i'm alone at home...NICE!

p/s : what's your new year eve party would be???

khamis with rezeki... :)

syukur alhamdulillah...khamis terakhir 2011 datang dengan rezeki... :)
pagi tadi went for i.v kat Tiong Nam for da 2nd time..but for another job..and alhamdulillah i got it...yeay!
finally dpt jgk keje yg fix time..no more shift...lega rasa hati... :)
so lepas nie kena keje ngan lebih gigih lagi...kumpul duit nak sambung study..plus nak p vacay next year..plan da mcm2 ade dlm kepala otak nie..ngeh3x...

p/s : congrats dearie nisa'...!

All I Want For Christmas.....

I don't want a lot for Christmas...

There's just one thing I need...

I won't even wish for snow...

This is all I'm asking for...

I just want him for my own...

More than you could ever know...

Make my wish come true...

All I want for christmas ...

Is you....

p/s : Santa won't you bring me the one I really need..won't you please bring my baby to me...

my knight in shining armour

i'm letting you go now...

so that you can be free...

i believe...

if you're meant to be for me...

one day...

one fine day...

you will come back to me again.....

strong heart...

...just because she comes off strong..doesn’t mean she didn’t fall asleep crying...
...she acts like nothing is wrong..but maybe she's just really good at lying...

undisclosed desires...

i don't know where we're heading...
it hard to know which road to go down...
but i'm willing and ready to go...
gaze into my eyes..
and let me know you’d fight...
if i fall down...
i don't need a parachute...
cuz i've got you...
you're gonna catch me...
and i'll never let you go...
if you promise not to fade away...
so don't walk away from me...
please tell me that you'll stay...

p/s : slip your hand in mine ask me to dance with you tonight...

dead end...

..i can’t keep on doubting stuff..i'm stuck in a dead end street..tell me what to do???

p/s : someone please rescue me...

...immature...

For a young person like me...
I let out a deep sigh and always reflect on my actions...
I want to do good, but I can’t...
Because I only learned bad words, bad actions, and don’t know...
..something always gets twisted...
Because I’m still immature...
I want to do good, but I can’t...
I’m sorry, I’ll do better...
..is too awkward to say often...
Please, oh, please...
Just watch over me a bit more...
At the end of my efforts and your trust, there’s only happiness...
I’ll learn good words, good actions, and be like you too...
..become an amazing person..
Isn’t that much better...

...L.O.V.E...

"Stop looking for love, let it find you. Usually, when you look for it, you find it in all the wrong places & the wrong people. That's why you have all of those failed relationship attempts, that's why you always have your heart broken. When you least expect it, love will find you & it's gonna feel amazing 'cause this time, you didn't try to find someone, someone found you."

...la dolce malattia...

Even though when I turn on the TV and hear news of the world that makes my shoulders droop and gloomy...

Your very clear voice this morning...

The one reason that makes me perfect...

Makes me live, makes me laugh is having you...

You..when you say “Love you love you, I love you”

You make me believe...

You..when you silently look into my eyes and laugh you make me laugh...

You..when you come beside me and lean on me..i gain strength...

The reasons why I like you...

Even if many many people don’t acknowledge me...
I straighten out my shoulders and be more confident...
My one and only person..the person that I love...
My you..my you..my you...

A bit more than the beginning..a bit more than yesterday...
The reason that I’ve come to love you even more today...

Our little secret...

Your gentle smile..your sexy eyes...
Your weird words that are sometimes unpredictable like the weather...

Just as you are..without having to fix anything...
The person that is so lovable to me is you...
That person is you yeah!

p/s : owhh..sweet november rain... :)

if I have a boy friend...

 there’ll be so many things I want to do.....

1. couple-ring is basic
2. going on a picnic with him
3. the piggy back ride
4. go to late night movies with him
5. hold a surprise event for him
6. go to amusement parks with him
7. kissing him in the street
8. watching sunrise and sunset with him
9. go travel backpakers around the world with him

 the thought of it makes my heart flutter...
 i’m eagerly looking forward to such named days.....

talking to myself... part 4

hey..are you falling asleep???

no..i'm falling apart...

...am i??? -_-

so..td g keje mcm biase..doing closing shift....lately terasa store jd mcm busy sket...lg2 dgn sbux card bagai...da mcm2 card ade skang..kadang2 smpai pening nk swipe...
haaaaa......
one of my regular tegur me td...
'da lame xnmpak u...cuti eyh???'
me....
'i ade je keje hari2..maybe time u dtg i break or da blek kot....'
then dia...
'why u look so tired?'
''tak sihat ke???'
'tak cukup rest eyh???'
and i was like...errr...blurr...
'..is it??..mne ade...i ok je..hahaa...'
and dia...
'eyh..jgn tipu laa...u punye muka nampak lain....'
'selalu i dtg nmpak u hepy2..energetic...tp hari nie u nampak pucat je...'
ok...tataw nk reply ape....
'errmmm...lately i xbrape sihat laa...thats why laa kot i pucat...hahaa...'
ketawa fake....
'u rest laa..amik cuti...pegi clinic check up...jgn asyik keje je...nnt kalau u sakit...susah...'
aku tersengeh...
'ok..i will...thanks...'
the conversation go on bla..bla..bla...
ok..masuk nie je da bape kali customer tegur aku nampak pale n restless...
 acane nk buat nie???
by the way....thanks for concern bout me...terharu ok!
-_-'
tp mmg btol pn lately aku xbape sihat sgt...demam flu on off on off je...lg dgn dlm pale otak nie byk sgt benda di pikirkn....
maybe i should take a break and rest more....

blank space

it isn't easy to fill up blank space.....
you'll have to decide what's the best for you..but...sometimes what you want, do or decide may not be the best for you..cos reality bites!
and sometimes thinking back and forth too may not be good  for you...then you become indecisive and on the fence...
it's how you holding deep inside......

holes inside

sometimes

fate and your dreams can collide

when all that you've tried

leaves nothing but holes inside

but everthing will be ok

i know that it's so easy to say

but the pain inside will fade

if you hold tight 

shadows will be lost in the light

p/s : aja! aja! fighting! :)

...wonderful...

I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life

Everything will be wonderful someday

I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them

Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday

I hate everything and everyone

Please tell me everything is wonderful now...

officially

0207...
love is over..the promise with you...
love is over..the times with you...
love is erased...
although without you..i will still be breathing fine...

p/s : i'm single...and ready to mingle..yeay!

dear nisa....

Please.....
Don’t cry in pain...
Counting the time that’s passed...
Don’t miss a foolish love that’s already passed...
Meet someone who loves you so much...
One who looks at only you and needs only you...
That can’t go a day without you...

p/s : i hope that you’ll be happy....

10,000 promises

Once we were lovers
Just lovers we were
Oh, what a lie
Once we were dreamers
Just dreamers we were
Oh, you and I

Now I see you're just somebody
Who wastes all my time
And money
What a lie
You and I

What about your
Your ten thousand promises
That you gave to me
Your ten thousand promises
That you promised me

Once I could handle the truth
When the truth was you and I
Time after time all the promises
Turned out to be all lies

You say I'll take you back
But I close the door
Cuz I don't want
Ten thousand more

Ten thousand promises, you gave to me

entah..

lately kondisi diri tak berapa menentu...fizikal mental rohani jasmani...semua laa...sejak balik dari kl rithu...demam n flu asyik on off je...kejap sihat..kejap kang sakit...and lately...kondisi hati juga tidak menentu...ntah kenapa lately asyik teringak kat 'dia'...benci...sumpah benci sebab terpaksa membazirkan air mata...benci juga sebab diri kehilangan mood dan terpaksa mengelak untuk melepak bersama teman-teman kerana taknak mereka risau dengan keadaan diri......
pathetic kan....................

"If it was going to be like this…Why did you love me?
Why did you treat me good?
You only make it hard for me to forget you
Stop thinking about you, make me long for you..."

concern...

'...you have to kiss a lot of toads before you find a handsome prince charming...' -amad farick-

'...move on..forget everything bout him..u deserve someone much more better than him...' -sarina juhari & fadhilah hayadzi-

'...biar lah dia dengan dunia dia...kau enjoy your life..okey..' -rozieyatie-

wekend lepas p kl..merisik kak Fad utk abg sambil raya kt sana...tido kt peninsula suite kt jln duta...ntah suratan atau kebetulan...everytime aku tgh heartbroken mesti aku p kl n tido kt hotel ngan parents aku...da brape kali da terjadi...adakah ia salah satu cara utk memujuk aku??? tp dorg xtaw pn yg aku ngah heartbroken...ntah laa...biarlah menjadi misteri..mungkin nnt bole masuk 'misteri jam 12'...tp yg aku taw dorg suma concern ngan keadaan aku...

i'm ok..its alright

forget everything...move on..i deserve someone much more better than him...
they said i look awful...n worried bout me...bkn stakat family n teman-teman...colleague n customers pn tego...thats mean i really look bad hah?? so sorry if buat korang suma susah hati...thanks cuz concern pasal aku...im fine..i'll be fine...i just need time.....

...gantung...

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Apa masih atau tlah berakhir


Kau menggantungkan hubungan ini
Kau diamkan aku tanpa sebab
Maunya apa ku harus bagaimana
Kasih...


Sampai kapan kau gantung
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Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu


Detik-detik waktu pun terbuang
Teganya kau menggantung cintaku
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Gantungnya hubungan cinta denganmu
Membuat ku sakit
Hingga mungkin ku tak sanggup lagi
Dan meninggalkan dirimu.......




its been 3 month now since we been together..but u've change..out of blue..i really don't know the reason why..i can’t keep on doubting stuff..i'am stuck in a dead end street..seem like we've become strangers..and its hurt me so much...so starting from today..im not going to contact u anymore...

p/s : please..wake me up when september ends...

goodbye ramadhan 1432 H..hello syawal 1432 H...

ramadhan terakhir...

pejam celik pejam celik..sebulan sudah berlalu...
tahun ini tersangat laa sikit ibadah yg di lakukan pada ramadhan kali ini... :(
ramadhan kali ini juga merupakan ramadhan yg paling sober n sorrow penah aku lalui sepanjang hidup ini...kesiankan... :(
sumpah..banyak gila air mata aku terbazir mengalir..hampir setiap malam laa bole di katakan...
semuanya gara-gara 'dia' yg tetiba berubah dan mendiamkan diri tanpa aku tahu puncanya...
sepertinya kau telah menjadikan aku mangsa keadaan...

owh..nk g buat cookies..nnt sambung lg..oke,bye!

syawal pertama...

tidak seperti tahun-tahun sebelum ini...raya kali ini sgt rilex...tak feel pn..
pagi td bgn pn malas-malas...sumpah takde feel raya...
selalu pagi-pagi da sebok nk mkn ketupat rendang bagai...
tp pagi td nk mkn pn tak lalu...takde nafsu langsung tgk mknan...
bosan..tak taw nk buat apa...
kene tgl uma sorg-sorg sbb keje..suma blek kg...
tp aku tak rasa sedih pn kene tgl uma...
sepertinya semua perasaan aku telah mati....
hmmm.......

oke..bye..nk p keje!

talking to myself... part 3

i can't tell which talk show is real and which one is fake...

and if i don't know, i don't wanna watch it!

orang lain...

org lain yg aku harapkn..tp org lain yg call aku...hadoii...apa laa nasib...tapi atleast..bole laa hiburkan hati nie kejap...tapi mcm weird...kenapa mesti dia...my ex yg sgt aku benci...and i really dont want to baik-baik ngan dia...tapi tadi kami berbual seperti biasa...mcm-mcm yg kami bualkan...lama gak la bergayut...looks like i've move on and forget bout da past...and i think i'm cool with it...tapi tak mungkin kot nak kembali ngan dia seperti dulu-dulu...aku tak bole...tak bole..paham!
ok..bai!

lost in translation....

my heart hurt so much today...even my cheer team has grown bigger...i still feel like crying...seem like i can't get him out of my mind even just for a second...it's all bcuz kejadian petang tadi...br je nk hepy lupakan dia sekejap dari my mind...tapi...suddenly dia muncul kat store...very unexpectedly...and i was like statue...terkelu kaku dlm bar nampak dia walked towards me..sumpah..all my emotions mixed up..tak taw nk buat apa time tu...tapi yang pasti..rindu gila kt dia..rasa mcm nk lari pegi hug dia...and i can't even speak properly time ckp ngan dia..padahal dia tanya benda yang langsung takde kaitan ngan diri aku pn..my whole body shaking..tapi dia mcm takde pape perasaan pn...and he don't even said bye time nk blek...and my heart hurt so much since that moment...and for da first time..i cried kt store...all my mood gone just like that...kejam..is it him yg mean or is it me yg lemah...if only i could tell... :(

my tears cause problems again....

what should i do???

my heart finally makes an accident...

i shouldn't love..not me...

even though i try so hard to prevent it...

i know it'll hurt..

but i still make that accident...

without me knowing...

what do i do???

my tears cause problems again...

even though i try to endure...

i don't wanna cry..i don't wanna...

i tried to hide it in my heart forever...

but it be too painful.....

before i let you go....

I see you lookin over

You keep on looking back at what you knew

When will you come closer

Closer to the one that's good for you

Cause you're still goin back to that life

And I refuse to stand on the side

By sparing her from heartache

Dont you know you end up hurting me

I see your head spinning right around

She makes you fall hard and hit the ground

When you ever gonna let her go

I see the way that she breaks you so

All Im asking is for you please

To take control and be set free

Make the space so we can grow

Save us before I let you go

So you say this will get better

Better for you her or me?

Well I dont know what to tell ya

Its not my fault that I dont believe

Cause you're still so stuck in that life

And I refuse to stay on this ride

Cause were goin round in circles

Arent you tired of never having peace

I have been waiting

For you to change this

But it has taken too long

So I cant keep waiting

I've got to change this

It's hard for me to have to be so strong

Dont wanna let you go

Save us before I let you go

Oh no

No I dont ever wanna let you go...

my own cheer team...

korang ade??? haa...takde kn...
im so lucky cuz i have them... :)
whenever im feeling down...they always there to cheer me up...
thaks to them i can forget everythings that stuck im my mind for a while...

doing crazy stuff in da middle of midnight....
sahur gaya ala-ala mission impossible...
its really nice to have u guys beside me...
always...

remembering sunday...

semalam...7th august...bday dia...tp nothing special happen...tak celebrate pn ngan dia...just wish je...tp tu pn dia tak reply...sakitnye hati...alasan takde credit...WTF??? tapi tak pe..aku layankn je...
lagi pun aku keje closing shift...so mmg tak bole pn nk celebrate bagai...tp tak pe..aku gigih jgk nk buat sumthing utk dia...sumthing special...blek keje tahan mata utk tido...aku buat cheesecake utk bday cake dia..1st time ever attempting buat cheesecake...2 3 hari sblom da start cari bahan-bahan...gigih...sambil baking buat skali bday card...owhh..gile laa..semua D.I.Y...hebat tak hebat laa kn...but i'm quite impressive with myself...hasil yg wallah! cheesecake sgt berjaya..cuma kene improve lg kt cookie base...hehe...everybody praise me..cheesecake sedap...and they craving for more... :) tp aku tak kesah org lain puji ke ape...aku nk feedback dr dia je...tp... :( boo..asal u mean sgt ngan me???
owhh..thanks to tenten sbb jd postmen...tengkiu so much!
tp kenape mcm takde feedback dr dia??? kecewanye....tak terkesan sket pn ke kt dia ape yg aku buat nie??? u so mean.... :(

hobby tanpa sedar...

agaknye aku nie mmg ade satu hoby dr dulu lg yg aku xsedar until laa td time buat closing task...tetibe terperasan bende nie and membuatkan aku terfikir sendiri...betol agaknye...sebab bila di fikir-fikir balik...mmg dah lame dah bende nie terjadi kt diri aku...mmg selalu laa...hurmmm....
hahh..bende ape yg aku merapek sorg-sorg nie??? hadoii...hoby laa..hoby..hoby tanpa sedar...paham??? hahhh...ape hoby nye???
jeng..jeng..jeng...
aku rase hoby tanpa sedar aku ialah melebamkan dan melukakan diri sendiri tanpa sengaja...betolll...aku mmg suka langgar bende-bende sekeliling aku tanpa sengaja..pastu kang tetiba je belek-belek diri tgk-tgk ade je lebam-lebam sana sini..xpun luka-luka...haihhh~
lousy and clumsy nisa...kesian kan...

p/s : ok..aku taw aku merapek...sekian! =_='

drifting....

is it me...is it you...

bored..lonely..depressed...

is this it...

i thought that i knew you...

but now i'm not sure...

you used to be so lovely friendly...

but not anymore...

we were once so close..

and now so far...

i hardly know you anymore...

each day we grow farther...

apart and i'm sad...

we used to be lovey dovey...

the best i ever had...

at some point things changed...

and our lives split apart...

i miss you so much...

in my life – in my heart....

i wish it weren't us...

i wish not this way....

is it you....

it's been 2 month now...
and it doesn't feel the same as before...
feel like we're drifting apart...are we???
we're head for heels for each other...
we used to talk EVERY night, for hours...
but lately we haven't been talking too much...
you barley calls now or even messaging...
i'm afraid that we're fading away...
you're always on my mind 24/7...
i go out with my friends to get my mind off you...
but other times when i'm just sitting around...
i think of you, and it hurts...
what hurts is thinking about us drifting apart...

p/s : i miss u so much gingerbread.. :(

BFF.....

fadhilah hayadzi...amad farick...nina gipsy...
u guys are ohsem posem...
owh..tak lupa juga nasrul nash...
thanks for being there for me when im feeling down...
thanks for cheering me up...
u guys really made my day...
sayang korang ketat-ketat..sumpah!
lepakin pintu sukahati sambil tikartalk n layan perasaan elusi.....
karok tgh-tgh mlm buta...
mkn cucuk-cucuk kat dataran......
buat concert dlm kete amad...
lepakin McD n main card....
semua tu really buat saya ceria n happy....

p/s : terima kasih teman... :)

extraordinary

it's really hard to live in this ordinary world when you are an extra-ordinary person... *sigh*
everything..everysinglething you do..people around you will try to take you down...
im so sick of it...
just once you made a mistake or bad thing..tengok macam mana reaction mereka semua...WOW..like you are the most evil bad person in this world...and mereka semua itu sangat baik..angels...suci...cam gampang!
WTF???? padahal punya laa banyak good things that you do..berlambak2...tak pernah nak berkira pun...tapi......haihhh~
it's UNFAIR.....!
owhh..i totally forgot...the world is unfair...daa~
pity me...or..should i said..pity them???
kesian kan...jadi those kind of ordinary people just like the rest...poor~
tak kemana laa kamu semua tu...esok-esok nanti cari aku juga...tengok laa...sebab aku sorg je yang sanggup tolong korg time korg desprate...(opss..ayt agak up diri sendiri)

update...

wahahahaa...
twinskuwh...hengat xdpt jmpe kamu dtg kl this time...
tp jumpe gak at last...wootwoot! :)
haruss update byk2 gossip kann...
rindu giler kot...berabad da rasenye x lepakin mcm dolu2...

hot..hot..heat...

When I see you...

My heart flutters, my eyes move...

The thought of you make my heart flutter...

I laugh...

Whenever I see you, I blush, maybe I'm shy...

I feel small passing by you, maybe I'm a fool... 

Whenever I see you, hiding I look at you...
My heart beats, it beats crazily...

Whenever I'm alone or I feel afraid...
My mind flickers, it flickers like crazy...

To go closer to you, to tell you...
Maybe its still scary for me...

I keep on feeling smaller, maybe I'm embarrassed...

Come to me on a rainy day...

I'll share my umbrella with you...
I'll wrap my arm around yours...

Come to me on a sunny day...

I'll walk beside you...
I'll wrap my arm around yours...

On nights when stars fall, keep me in your eyes...
I'll stand in front of you....

Love is coming, the sound sound sound, I hear...
Hush hush, sweet sound sound sound, I hear...
Thump thump, the sound sound of my heart, I hear...
Pitter patter like the rain, my heart falls for you....

Cuz I’m just another girl...

You, saying that I’m not the same as I used to be, is not completely untrue....
Why I am like this.....
You didn’t do anything wrong, I’m the strange one.....
The words I’m saying right now, I don’t know if they’ll hurt you.....
I really wanted to treat you well, out of all the times....
I don’t know, I don’t know....
I must be lacking when it comes to love, please forgive this person horrible person I am....
Baby I’m sorry....
I’m so lonely lonely lonely lonely lonely......


Yes..sy mmg sengaja lepaskan marah kat kamu tadi...
Actually...i'm so happy that u called me....
But..at the same time..i'm kinda pissed off with u.....
Seminggu hokey..tepat seminggu...since our last meow-meow...
In this one whole week...sy xjmpe kamu langsung...we seldom talked to each other...
And i'm freakin miss u like damn crazy hell....
Did u know that???
So...sy mmg sengaja tunjuk perasaan kat kamu tadi...
But i know..thats not ur fault...
So..i'm soo sorry....it's just that i miss u so much...so so much hokey...

p/s : i love u gingerbread...

p/s : i love u... :)

babyboo (^_~)v

it's been a month...
and i'm so thankful that i found you...
thank you love... :)

p/s : you're my +...

cry me out...

dunno why...
sakit...
thats how i feel rite now...
benci...
tak suka macam nie...
dia tak salah...
aku je yg teremosi lebih nie...
haihh...hormon tak stabil...

i made an accident

we fight for the first time semalam..
our 1st fight...18th june...
n im freakin like hell...

Hello SUNSHINE... :)

uhuk..uhuk...berabok lg blog nie..
kononnye dulu nk slalu update..tappi..ehee..
well..maybe..after this..akan rajin post something..maybe~ =_='

hurmm..byk benda nk cite..byk sgt..tp tataw nk cite yg mne satu..hahaa..
ermm..well..im kinda hepy now..eyh..bkn kinda..mmg hepy sgt..been hepy for the past few days... :)
looks like da sun shine bright on me once again..hee~ (^__^)
how should i say it..ermm..i think..ermm..im..falling in love... *blushing* (malunye)
da lame x rase hepy sgt mcm skang nie...
and this thing happen unexpectedly..siyesly..out of blue..tapernah pun terpikir bole jd mcm nie..
after sekian lame rasa itu telah mati..now..it bloom..hehehe *gediks*
there's no more gloomy nisa...yeay~
thanks to 'him'..im 'alive' once again...
really..really..really..really..really like him..or..secara jujurnya..really really really love him..hee~ *gediks lagi*
thank you so much 'sydnzm'...saranghae :)

my gingerbread :)

err...izit ur birthday today???

hey..it's my birthday...yeahh!
n guess what???
what can be more pathetic than have to work on ur birthday...no bithday bash or surprise birthday party for u..n on ur birthday u have to do a surprise birthday party for other person???
haihh~ this is so unbelievable....
well..that's how my birthday gone through...kesian kn...hahahaa~
but it's not a big deal for me pown..cuz since i can remember...dr dulu pown i xpenah ade dpt surprise birthday...so i'm used to it...n i will be more surprise if ade org nk smbut my birthday n give me a present...kesian kn???? =_='
but i think..eventhough mcm 2...i still bersyukur...cuz xde la teruk mne pown ape yg belaku nie...cuz there's still alots of people which is my family n friends yg wish me for my birthday...n itu menunjukkan yg there's still alots of people yg still remember, care n sayang saya lg kn...thanks guys...luv u all much!

so di sini...di kesempatan ini...saya ingin mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih to all yg telah made my day on my bithday...
thanks to marissa n fren n da besday boy yg smbut besday same date with me...cuz secara tidak langsung saya juga telah menyambut birthday saya sekali...dpt buat wish n potong cake birthday....x pepasal kn....u guys so kewl n sweet... :)
thanks to all partners at sbux setia tropika...especially anaz n rozie...thanks for the cake...walaupun just a slice..but really appreciate it..teharu sgt..love it~ :D
thanks to all yg wish...ramai sgt...xmampu nk letak semua...tp yg pasti mereka ialah family...kezens...best friends..friends...n sesape je laa...u guys rawk! ;p
there's nothing else that i could say than a million thanks to all of u....mwahh...mwahh..mwahh!

ehem..ehemm...

hye guys...it's been years since i haven't update my blog kn....da berabuk n besawang hah blog nie...hahhaaa...
sorryyyyyy........sgt...been bz with my life...there's always a time...but i couldn't manage to find it..kesian kn??? huuu~ :(
got alotsa..alotsa...things to story-mory...tp 2 laa kn..masa selalu mencemburui kita.....
so sorryy dear...i promise starting from today i will try to update my blog as often as i could...promise!
this is kind like my new year resolution laa..eyh..new year??? goshh...happy new year 2011 u guys~
hahahaaa...kesian kn br nk wish???
hurmmmm......

WELL...TODAY IS A SPECIAL DAY FOR ME......
guess what??? ape yg special sgt ary nie????
hohohoooo...welll...it's MY BIRTHDAY bebehh! yahooo....!
saengil_chuka hae nisa-shi! :)
yeahhhh.......~
happy..but not so happy...huu~
why??? happy bcuz it's my birthday...not so happy bcuz im officially 24 yrs old now... =_="
unbelievable kn...how fast time goes by....da 24 da kn...org ckp da tua..da bole kawen bagai...erkkk...yeke???
but..like i care plak kn...24??? well it's just a numbers....i'm still youngie2....n people always said that i dont even looked like my age...they always said i'm just 18...auwww! i like! :D akak memang muda slalu...so jgn jeles ok! hahaha...perasan suda~ haihhh!
so..hopefully...this year well bring more joys..lucks..happys...n blasts....
nk cite lg nie..tp as always..masa mencemburui kita..so got to go now...later on i'll mumbling lg..ok..!
bubbye...love u..mwahh..mwahh..mwahhh!