:: world of quotes ::

"You forgive me for liking you too much,

And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,

And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,

And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,

And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,

And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,

And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,

And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,

And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,

And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,

And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.

Do we have a deal?"

Al-Fatihah buat Arwah Tok...

"Who, when a misfortune overtakes them, say: 'Surely we belong to God and to Him shall we return'." 

-Surah Al-Baqara, Verse 156-

Ahad, 26 August 2012 bersamaan 8 Syawal 1433 Hijrah..06:51pm, arwah Tok Melaka pergi meninggalkan kami semua buat selama-lamanya... :(
even though she's not my biological grandma..i always love her as my own granny...
Al-Fatihah buat Siti Kalsom binti Ahmad..semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan arwah Tok di sana juga semoga roh Tok ditempatkan dikalangan orang-orang yang beriman dan sentiasa tenang di sana..aminn!

chomel juga kan berhijab begini... :)

Eid Mubarak 1433H..Maaf Zahir Batin...

Ramadan berlalu pergi...Syawal muncul kembali...Alhamdulillah masih berkesempatan merasainya sekali lagi...
Eid Mubarak to all..Maaf Zahir Batin..for all the wrongs that i done intentionally or unintentionally...

tapi...the feel..i dont know..i lost it..that feel..its gone..since last year..ingat tahun nie boleh normal..tapi...i've become more untalkative..byk diam n termenung + otak merewang fikir macam-macam..kenapa?? i, my own-self cant figure it out..but try jadi poker face..so that nobody cant notice it...
tapi mungkin i'm not a good actress sebab time salam makuda before balik JB...

*salam cium tangan*
me : balik dulu ibu..datang laa JB...
makuda : insyaAllah..ade rezeki sampai laa...
me : okayy... :)
makuda : dah..adik jangan sedih-sedih..
me : .......
makuda : baru hari nie ibu nampak adik okay..ceria..happy sket...
me : .......
*peluk kuat-kuat*

speechless...sebenarnye nak nangis...tapi tahan je..tahan! try jadi poker face lagi..kalau nangis..kantoi laa!

dreams...

when people appear in your dreams...

it's because that person want to see you...

is it true?? i wish its true...

40 kinds of sadness...

dear Future Lover,

why time flies so slow...
i know you're just around the corner...
but, just around the corner is not enough...
my eyes are waiting at the door...
i don't know why..
but, i miss you all the time...


p/s : i don't want the room to breathe..just be here with me...

paradise...

a faded white painting and my slightly vanished scent are hidden inside an eye-blinding cloud...

i walk..trying to lessen the weight of my heart...
i run..adding to the weight of my faith...

to a place that is neither close nor far..high nor low...
where a different me stands...

a place i live the present life instead of the memories...
with a small smile i can laugh..i will not cry!


p/s : anywhere will be my dream place..as long as u'll always be there with me future lover...

pain...

when there is pain, there are no words...

all pain is the same...