Friday, May 8, 2015

once again...

for the 2nd time..it's happen again...
don't know why...
it just..i just can't...
been trying..ok at the beginning..but towards the end..i just lost...
maybe it not meant for me...
maybe i'm not that type of person...
maybe it's not what i want in life...
and maybe it's just not me...
Dear Allah, is it the right decision??

Sunday, January 5, 2014

It"s 2014..and keep on counting the days...

Happy New Year 2014 guys..yehaa!! this year gonna be my big year..taking 1 step further in the journey of my life..as the clock ticking..it's getting near and near..exactly 243 days to go..8 more months babeyh!! Can't wait..excited, but at the same time nervous..hoping that all preparation will go smooth and according to plan...
Ya, Allah ya tuhanku..berkati dan permudahkan lah segala urusanku..amin!


p/s :  2014 new year resolution ialah nk kurus cantik and to be ASMS wife..ouchh!!

Sunday, December 15, 2013

down..

sick and home alone...
working and going to class...
tired and wired...
nothing is alright...


p/s : AttentionSeekingLevelUp

Monday, October 7, 2013

one year ago...

you’re my neon gypsy..my desert rain..you’re my “Helter Skelter”..oh how can I explain that..it's just overwhelming..every time I think about it, I just can't believe it..we've been together one year already baby..how time flies so fast..I'm so proud of you..I'm so proud to have you!! I love you more and more each day..thanks for everything FutureLover! You're THE BEST I EVER HAVE!!

xoxo, futurelover...



p/s: really can't wait for next year to come..ouchh!!

Tuesday, October 1, 2013

not a good start...

hello October..YES!! be nice to me?? NO!! :(
seems like we didn't get too well this year huhh..definitely not a good way to start my new day..my new month...
i haven't talk to u since a couple days ago..and i totally forgot to wear my ring & necklace today!
why u make it hard to me?? i don't want much..just a simple phone call..saying that u're sorry & u miss me..that's all..is it really hard to do that??
haven't u learned from the past?? don't u think u oughta know by now?? don't u think u shoulda learned somehow??
u leave me feeling dirty..because u can't understand..it make me sad!


p/s : until u figure it out and realize on ur own ..until then i'm not gonna talk to u..yes, i'm being stubborn! 

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

short vacay Cameron Highlands...

habis exam short sem..so total sem break plusminus tinggal 2 minggu je..huu~
so last weekend dapat short vacay with family..walaupun just 1 night stay je tapi seronok! last pergi Cameron form 3 dulu..bayangkan..11 years ago..lols! sampai sana gila..gila tengok strawberry..gila tengok sayur..gila tengok bunga..geram~
rasa macam nak petik & terus makan...
tell me if you can spot the bee...
naik Cameron dari Simpang Pulai sebab jalan dia elok sikit and tak corner-corner macam jalan Tapah..gaung pun kurang..just jauh sikit laa..tapi lagi rilex drive..(cheiyh..cerita macam dia yang drive je!) ;p
1st pit stop..Green View Garden..
all about strawberry..tea, coffee & cake..typical!
sampai sana around afternoon..cuaca sangat ok..cerah..tapi sejuk..serious sejuk..sampai kena pakai sweater..tapi maybe sebab not feeling well..flu + sore throat + nak demam..that's why sejuk semacam kot..tengok yang lain ok je..rilex je...
BOH Tea Plantation, Sungai Palas
amboii! kemain lagi hubby wifey nie...
this is BOH Tea Plantation..biasa je..yang bestnya environment & surrounding dia..nyaman! souvenir & tea dia biasa je..rasanya kalau tak beli kat sini pun takpe kot..tak rugi pun..but, maybe bole try lepak-lepak having tea & scone kat cafe dia..experience..tu je!
KEA Farm...
selain pasar pagi & pasar malam Brinchang..sini pun spot untuk shopping..shopping strawberry, sayuran, bunga, tea, souvenir..semua ada! awal pagi dah open..tapi not sure business hour sampai pukul berapa..tapi if pergi sini careful sikit with abam polis..sebab tetiba je entah dari mana muncul & saman kereta korang sebab parking kat tepi jalan..serious! tapi masalahnya kat situ mana ada parking spot yang banyak?? memang semua pun park kereta kat tepi jalan..bodoh tau polis tu!
happy family... 
menggedik camwhoring as always...
almost all tempat pergi..in 1 day dah boleh habis jelajah Cameron..well bukan besar mana pun kan..plus almost semua tempat pun sama je..paling-paling strawberry..strawberry..strawberry! tak pun tea.tea..tea..so tak kan semua strawberry farm and tea plantation nak singgah..ye dak?? ;p
friendly uncle at Blueberry Earth House Cafe..got many info from him...
Cameron takde night life sangat..just chilling at cafe-cafe je..sesuai sangat untuk family vacation and gateway dari urban town yang crowded...


p/s : next time datang Cameron Highlands nak masuk hutan pulak..jyeahh!

Thursday, September 5, 2013

let the countdown begin...

owh,ohh..exactly 1 year from now...
that is exactly 365 days to go!!! >.<
a journey to a new life...
hoping that everything will be alright...
starting from today da kena get ready...
so that, semoga segala persiapan berjalan dengan lancar...
Road To Wedding Day...



p/s : semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami..amin!!