imprint on someone...

imprinting on someone is like...
like when you see him...
everything changes...
all of a sudden...
it's not gravity holding you to the planet...
it's him...
nothing else matters...
you would do anything...
be anything...
for him...

copy cat...shame on u!

ok..aku bkn nk melibatkn mane2 individu dlm entry nie...
tappi secara tedak langsungnye akn ade jgk laa beberapa individu yg terlibat secara langsung mahu pown tedak langsung dlm entry nie...
so kpd individu2 yg terlibat 2...terasa ke???
mampos ko laa...sape suh copycat aku!
shame on u!
sentap???
ahh...ko pk ko sorg je laa yg sentap....
WTF...~
tolong laa....tade ur own identity ke???
why must u copy me???
aku nie bknnye sape2 pown...bknnye fames pown...
mmg langsung tedak terkenal laa...
tappi xsangka plak ade jgk org copycat aku....
my gosh...teharu sebentar...tappi sebentar je laa....
pastu aku jd hangin....
heishhh....mmg aku tedak puas aty btoll laa ngan bdk 2....
motiff ko copycat aku????
adore kah???
jeles kah???
ape kah???
hoishhh~
kowt laa tiru sket2 je..aku bole trima lg...
nie abish seketul2nye d tiru....
bikin wa pns btoll laa lu nie minah....~
kalo laa aku ade wat hak copywrite...mmg da lame laa aku sue ko...
haruss kaya mak hayam...saman juta2....hohoo~
abish niat suci murni aku yg tulus lg ikhlas nk kwn bahek2 ngan ko mati mcm 2 je...
so aku rase aku juz bole respect ko ats dasar or sbb ko 2 awek kpd kwn aku...2 je...
dont blame me..ok...ko yg cri psl...sape suh.....
huhh~

ok...tahape..aku cube saba slagi bole...
tappi kalo aku rase mmg da cannot go.....
jgn tnye nape laa aku delete ko dr friends list aku....

same but different

emang kita manusia ini sama semuanya???

mungkin.....

luarannya kita kelihatan sama...

tappi.....

dalamannya berbeda-beda.....

30 hari mencari chenta...

cabaran mengarut lagi carut yg d sertai oleh aku, fahd, & nina...
kemudian d sertai juga oleh wak....
tehasil pabila diri d datangi perasaan kesepian dan ilusy yg terlampau....
d mana kami mencabar diri sendiri untuk mendapatkan teman lelaki atau mungkin juga cinta sejati...kononnye...
geygeh~
bermulanya pada 7th august 2010 and will end on 5th september 2010....
DAMN~
15 days have passed by...
thats mean another 15 days to go through....
GOSH~
whats da progress???
well...nina n fahd seem to be success with their challenge.....
wak...withdraw half way through it...
sentapp~
me??? hurmmm......
dunno what to say....
mule2 mcm kencang je...
tappi kemudiannya...
mcm tade pape perubahan je....
like2 je....
nk kate tade calon...mustahil....
bah kan ramai jgk laa yg dtg mengambil number dan mengisi form...mcm taw2 je aku sdg mencari cinta....
hukhuk~
tappi....
aku sepertinya tiada nafsu utk semua itu....
tedak mencari...malah tedak juga mengharap....
mengapakah begitu????
aku juga tedak mengerti...
aku hanya follow the flow...
bak kate org ramai...pelan2 kayuh~
mungkin itu yg terbahek...
iya benarr~

Turn Around.....

I feel I can reach you with just an outstretched hand...
You’re right there before my eyes...
With the words “Don’t go..”, the one thing I cannot say...
I must be standing here just looking toward you...

Please, turn around and look back at me, please...
Can’t you turn your footsteps around back towards me...
Instead, why don’t you pause your steps so that I can take the steps towards you...

I can run towards you right away if you do...
Please, turn around and return to me, please...
If you go away like this, can you really live without me???
I, I cannot go a day without you...
I’m still standing here looking towards you...

I’m still standing here...
I cannot move...
I’m at the same place you left...
I’m still looking towards you...

I can’t move even one step...
The tears are blurring my vision, I cannot see you...
If you turned around, then I could go to you...
Why are you not noticing my heart and getting farther away???

I’m standing here only seeing you.....

shocking sad news...

pagi td bangun dr tido dgn keadaan badan yg agk panas...
konon nye rajin laa nk g class....
aicehh~
g shower..siap2 berdandan suma...settle....
buka tingkap bilik....teremenung seketika utk mengambil mood.....
sedang asyik leka termenung ke luar jendela bilik....
tetiba there is sumthing kt ampaian kain baju yg menarik perhatian aku....
eyhh...2 kn si kucing betina yg slalu aku bg mkn...
tappi...asl aneh je keadaan beliau d c2??? terkedang kejung semacam je...
aty mula rase tedak sedap melihat situasi tersebut....
kerajinan utk ke class mati begitu saja...
aku tutup kembali tingkap bilik....
menyambung termenung d ats katilku yg empuk xbape nk empuk nie....
fikiranku hanya focus pada kucing td...
xkn da mati kowt???
mlm td br je aku bg mkn...ok je...seperti biasa...tiada ke'aneh'an atau kelainan pada kucing tersebut....manja seperti kebiasaannya...
damn~
takan laa food poisoning plak???
kene langgar ke???
ke kene struck ngan lightning mlm td???
eishh...bia btol brade~
nape sepanjang mlm td aku x pasan pown dye telantar kt c2...padahal aku buka tingkap xtutup2...walaupun hujan lebat selebat2nya plus guruh n kilat sabung menyabung....
sungguh aku jd tedak puas aty...tedak senang duduk aku d buat nya....
aku bingkas turun ke luar utk memastikan kebenarannya....
berdebar-debar....
SHIT!
mmg sah...beliau telah meninggal dunia...
hiba rasa aty ini...sentap~
tanpa berlengah masa aku terus turun ke pejabat kolej....
dengan berbekalkan perasaan agak malu2 kucing...aku tebalkn muka g tanye abg kt counter 2 ade cangkul x???
aku nk pinjam sat je...ade kucing mati kt blok...aku nk tanam.....
nasib baek dye memahami n bg aku pinjam cangkul kolej....
makaseh..jasa abg akn aku kenang~
aku trus blek bilik tuka short n menyediakn keperluan yg lengkap utk pengkebumian beliau...
turun semula ke ampaian utk mengalihkn mayat ke depan block...
aku da jmpe tmpt semadian yg sesuai iaitu d bwh pokok kt dpn block...sgt strategy skali....
tanpa memperdulikan keadaan sekeliling..aku memulakan kerja2 pengkebumian....
alhamdulillah...semuanya berjalan dengan tenang dan lancar...
sekejapan sahaja prosesnya....dalam jangka waktu 1/2 jam saja...semuanya selesai....
sayu rasa aty...nasib baek xnangis dek non~ :(
aku pulangkan kembali cangkul ke office...
kembali ke bilik...
xcakap byk...trus slam ats katil dan pengsan utk beberapa jam kemudiannya...kepenatan tahap dewa...
-end of story-

kubur arwah...maaf...xsempat nk buat nisan...


may u rest in peace there...

arwah bersama ank2 beliau yg telah d curi oleh makhlok yg tedak bertanggungjawab...penat2 aku bela sampai gemok2...ko senang2 je amik dr aku...time dorg kurus selekeh...suma pown wat tataw...aku da bela cantek2...sesenang aty sesedap rasa je ko amik...shit!

ke'demam'an menjadikan aku lemau....

masuk ary nie da 3 ary aku demam....
yess...aku demam sebab kene ujan....
time ngah demam nie pown aku kene ujan lg...
so..betambah2 laa demam aku...
awesome kan~
dan d sebabkan demam nie jgk laa aku jd lemau semacam je....
suma benda pown aku malas nk buat...
class da 2 ary aku ponteng....
dok kt bilik..tido sepanjang ary...
haruss~
weiyhh...tp puasa tetap puasa taw!
santek sket...aku xponteng puasa..ok!
aku just ponteng class je...hehee...
ubat??? jumpe doctor???
ape bende kejadah nye 2????
tapaham....~
haruss laa aku xmkn ubat kn...sbb aku x g clinic....
nape x g clinic???
eishhh...bkn nye aku xnk g...
tappi...2 laa kn....
kn da ckp td...
penat laa nk ulang2 byk kali...hadoi~
demam = lemau + kemalasan
paham???
da laa...penat laa nk ckp byk2...bkn nye korg paham pown kn....
bubbye~

JB...home sweet home... :)

last wekend blek JB...
hepy shangait....
walaupun schedule pack glew....
suma bnde nk buat....
tp still....
dpt spend tyme with family....
dpt berbuka puasa n hang out with teman2 n ank2 kolektif...
owh...juga dpt hang out besama jepp...ehem2... :)
hahahaa...gediks~

purple-licious... :)

today i went to KL...again~
smlm pown g KL gak...teman emy n is g jln TAR cari bj konvo is...
ary nie pegy LOW YAT beli laptop utk cha...btl ke name dye ek?? lantak laa...tedak penting pown...
then otw blek singgah JUSCO EQUINE PARK....
beli a few stuff for myself...sambil tershopping beberapa helai pakaian...
abish dwet suda..ape nk ckp kt ayh dwet da abish nie??? nie suma sala JUSCO laa nie...sape suh wat SALE...my gosh...huu~ (+_+)
but that's not da story...

da story is about purple colour...
so tadi sempat laa shopping bedroom slipper and 2 pieces cardigan which is purple colour...i love it so much...yeayh~ :)
so dengan pembelian brg2 tersebut yg berwarna purple..i just realize that i'm so in love with purple lately...
and i think i become a purplelicious person..huhuu~
i dunno why...but i rase purple itu sangat chomel...auww~ (^_^)v
smlm tyme cari2 bj is ternampak kebaya colour purple...chantek sgt....MAHUUU.....~ :(
tetibe rase raya this year mahu pki kebaya purple...pasti sgt hawt + vogue gitu...wuwuwuwuuu~

it's been a while...

hye peeps...how r ya???
it's been quite some time since my last post....
actually i've so many story to post at my blog...
but i got no time to do so...
life been bz lately.....
wahahhaaa~ :p

now in bangi....
finishing my study....
alhamdulillah...so far so good...
hopefully everything will be okay....
so i can grad next year....
aja! aja! hwaiting! :)