down..

sick and home alone...

working and going to class...

tired and wired...

nothing is alright...

p/s : AttentionSeekingLevelUp

one year ago...

you’re my neon gypsy..my desert rain..you’re my “Helter Skelter”..oh how can I explain that..it's just overwhelming..every time I think about it, I just can't believe it..we've been together one year already baby..how time flies so fast..I'm so proud of you..I'm so proud to have you!! I love you more and more each day..thanks for everything FutureLover! You're THE BEST I EVER HAVE!!

xoxo, futurelover...

p/s: really can't wait for next year to come..ouchh!!

not a good start...

hello October..YES!! be nice to me?? NO!! :(
seems like we didn't get too well this year huhh..definitely not a good way to start my new day..my new month...
i haven't talk to u since a couple days ago..and i totally forgot to wear my ring & necklace today!
why u make it hard to me?? i don't want much..just a simple phone call..saying that u're sorry & u miss me..that's all..is it really hard to do that??
haven't u learned from the past?? don't u think u oughta know by now?? don't u think u shoulda learned somehow??
u leave me feeling dirty..because u can't understand..it make me sad!


p/s : until u figure it out and realize on ur own ..until then i'm not gonna talk to u..yes, i'm being stubborn! 

short vacay Cameron Highlands...

habis exam short sem..so total sem break plusminus tinggal 2 minggu je..huu~
so last weekend dapat short vacay with family..walaupun just 1 night stay je tapi seronok! last pergi Cameron form 3 dulu..bayangkan..11 years ago..lols! sampai sana gila..gila tengok strawberry..gila tengok sayur..gila tengok bunga..geram~

rasa macam nak petik & terus makan...

tell me if you can spot the bee...

naik Cameron dari Simpang Pulai sebab jalan dia elok sikit and tak corner-corner macam jalan Tapah..gaung pun kurang..just jauh sikit laa..tapi lagi rilex drive..(cheiyh..cerita macam dia yang drive je!) ;p

1st pit stop..Green View Garden..

all about strawberry..tea, coffee & cake..typical!

sampai sana around afternoon..cuaca sangat ok..cerah..tapi sejuk..serious sejuk..sampai kena pakai sweater..tapi maybe sebab not feeling well..flu + sore throat + nak demam..that's why sejuk semacam kot..tengok yang lain ok je..rilex je...

BOH Tea Plantation, Sungai Palas

amboii! kemain lagi hubby wifey nie...

this is BOH Tea Plantation..biasa je..yang bestnya environment & surrounding dia..nyaman! souvenir & tea dia biasa je..rasanya kalau tak beli kat sini pun takpe kot..tak rugi pun..but, maybe bole try lepak-lepak having tea & scone kat cafe dia..experience..tu je!

KEA Farm...

selain pasar pagi & pasar malam Brinchang..sini pun spot untuk shopping..shopping strawberry, sayuran, bunga, tea, souvenir..semua ada! awal pagi dah open..tapi not sure business hour sampai pukul berapa..tapi if pergi sini careful sikit with abam polis..sebab tetiba je entah dari mana muncul & saman kereta korang sebab parking kat tepi jalan..serious! tapi masalahnya kat situ mana ada parking spot yang banyak?? memang semua pun park kereta kat tepi jalan..bodoh tau polis tu!

happy family... 

menggedik camwhoring as always...

almost all tempat pergi..in 1 day dah boleh habis jelajah Cameron..well bukan besar mana pun kan..plus almost semua tempat pun sama je..paling-paling strawberry..strawberry..strawberry! tak pun tea.tea..tea..so tak kan semua strawberry farm and tea plantation nak singgah..ye dak?? ;p

friendly uncle at Blueberry Earth House Cafe..got many info from him...

Cameron takde night life sangat..just chilling at cafe-cafe je..sesuai sangat untuk family vacation and gateway dari urban town yang crowded...

p/s : next time datang Cameron Highlands nak masuk hutan pulak..jyeahh!

let the countdown begin...

owh,ohh..exactly 1 year from now...
that is exactly 365 days to go!!! >.<
a journey to a new life...
hoping that everything will be alright...
starting from today da kena get ready...
so that, semoga segala persiapan berjalan dengan lancar...

Road To Wedding Day...

p/s : semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kami..amin!!

i hate u TROJAN!!

last weekend and past few days was like super busy plus a bit stress...menggila buat assignment + final exam + end of month..banyak kerja kena settle kan..banyakkkkk~
~_~
and the best part was..time tu jgk laa HDD kesayangan intan payung buat hal..kena attacked ngan TROJAN durjana..serioushit! menggelabah kau..punya lah jaga so that tak kena virus..alih-alih kena juga..wuuuu~
semua gara-gara p cucuk HDD kat lappy classmate..tetiba semua file & folder dalam tu tak boleh view.. >.<
bila scan..trojan sudah menyerang..sentap sekejap! treat, heal & recover..semua file & folder still ada dalam HDD..alhamdulillah!
TAPI.................................semuanya hidden tak bole view..even dah buat unhidden pun..still jadi hidden juga...menggelabah lagi sekali..wuwuwuuu~
seperti biasa..ngadu kat FutureLover..dan sebagai superhero yang tak berapa nak macho sangat..dia dapat resolved kan problem ini dengan bantuan IT Department AECOM..lols!
so now masalah dah selesai..HDD da kembali normal seperti sediakala..yeayy!!!
so below here is link..i nak share how to recover your hidden file & folder yang disorokkan oleh trojan durjana if HDD, pendrive or memory card korang kena attack...
ikut je step yang dia ajar tu..confirm semua kembali normal...

1) http://dadecoder.blogspot.com/2013/02/recover-virus-infected-hidden-files.html

or

2) http://ezelovesse7en.blogspot.com/2012/01/tips-unhide-hidden-files-caused-by.html

hopefully ia membantu... ;)


p/s : tengkiu so much FutureLover..awak memang problem solver terbaik saya..i know if anything..i can count on you..love you so much..xoxo!!

Hepy Beshday #FutureLover..xoxo!!!

how old are u, baby??

Dearest En.Tunang ASMS..Hepy BESHday, yo!!
hope that your birthday is beautiful, wonderful & full of love..just like me..eh, i mean u!! ;p
May Allah bless u with all u desire...
sorry..tak dapat celebrate together..long distance laa katakan..huu~
anggap je the wonderful time we shared together in Ipoh masa kembaq wedding day ritu as celebration..bole??
sorry takda besday cake..plus takda besday present yg besh..yang tu je mampu bagi..hee~
hope u like it and use it wisely..eh! hahaa...
semoga sentiasa ingat i everytime u look and use it..lols! >.<

p/s : much love!! xoxo ^_^ keep on rockin' babeyh!!!

Eid 2013 (1434 Hijrah) & Kembaq Wedding Day!!

Ramadan has passed by..Assalamualaikum Syawal... :)
Eid Mubarak to all..wishing u and your family a Happy Eid and great time together..may the blessings of Allah be with us always..Minal 'Aidin Wal Faizin..Have a great raya guys!!
Maaf Zahir & Batin... ^___^

officially!!

and yes! it's kembaq wedding day..woot-woot!! i'm so happy + excited..tetiba gediks rasa tak sabar nak kahwin juga..lambatnya next year..eh! >.< hee~

congrats kembaq!!

nikah outfit..i mean as pengapit yea...

pengapit in sanding outfit..hee...

Alhamdulillah..this year dapat balik Raya rumah MIL..walaupun just 1 hari je..janji balik...
Hamboii! dah start practice ke macam mana nie?? LOLS

breakie with love at Ipoh... :)

p/s : i'm not so into Raya this year..i really don't know why..the feeling..tak macam dulu-dulu..tapi tetap happy sebab this year dapat Raya dengan FutureLover a.k.a En.Tunang..ouchh!!

double choco chip cookies..yummeh!!

yezza..my cookies being viral babeyh..lols! tetiba ada order nak cookies for raya..semua gara-gara time E-Day ritu buat doorgift bagi cookies nie..and semua bagi feedback yang sangat positive! *bangga*
actually i dont have any intention pun nak buat business cookies nie..but Aunty Zeck really..really want it for raya..so i just buat untuk dia...
but..Encik Tunang tersangat laa rajin mempromo..tetiba bertambah-tambah plak order... *alhamdulillah rezeki*
so secara rasminya this year..my all time favorite homemade choco chip cookies being commercialize..yeayy!!

#FL kena bully adun cookies... ^^

so cute willing to help me with all the cookies making..love u #FL!

p/s : if sesiapa terasa nak order..sila contact saya..anytime..okie!

summer romance...

Summer love..why do they call it summer love? 

I'm curious..

Why do so many relationships begin and end in the Summer?

Is it the heat or the sun rays that draw people in?

Why do they fizzle out?

Is it the half naked-ness and the casual dates?

Is everybody looking for a short-term summer romance?

Is it a lost cause to believe a summer romance can last?

What is it?

Ramadan Kareem 2013 (1434 Hijrah)

Salam all...Happy Fasting to all Muslims out there..may Ramadan bring you peace and prosperity, good health and wealth, and brighten your life forever...
Syukur Alhamdulillah I've been given the opportunity once again to embrace this blessing month...
But sadly..1st day Ramadan tak dapat nak sambut dgn sempurna..tak dapat tarawih & tak dapat puasa... :(
Because last Monday had a minor operation to removed both my upper n lower graham tooth..and now..still in recovery & under meditation..wuwuwuuu~
InsyaAllah will get better as soon as possible and dapat menjalani ibadah puasa dgn  sempurna seperti kalian semua... :)
Hope everyone's having an amazing Ramadan..a time to give..purity..strengthen..reconnect..seek forgiveness & forgive..and earn Allah rewards..insyaAllah... :)


p/s : this year berpuasa as someone fiancee..ouchh!!

someone to trust...

everyone in this world needs someone they can depend upon..be it a faithful companion..a trusted confidante..loyal friend..determined advocates..or a loving family...
but occasionally in life..the people we thought would always be there for us leave...and if that happens..it's amazing the lengths we go to..to get them back...
but..sometimes the only thing that need to be removed is a memory...
in life we all make plans..but sometimes they don't turn out the way we expected...by trying to help out..we may damaged a relationship...by attempting to reach out..we may push someone further away...by digging into the past..we may enriched our present...
the easiest way to overcome one addiction is to replace it with another one...
there are many things that friends bind together...sharing a laugh over an embarrassing incident..comforting each other in times of need..finding it in our hearts to forgive...but the thing that binds friends together the most is a secret that changes everything...
keeping secrets is a lonely business..that's why we all search for someone to confide in...and ally who will understand..and adviser who we can trust..a friend who will never judge...

E-Day..ouchh!

syukur, alhamdulillah...everything goes well...
thank you family and friends for the love, support and wishes..may Allah bless us always...

moment & wishes...

present...

homemade cookies in jar as doorgift...

hello mr. Fiance..nice to meet u... ;)

sister..tengkiu kembaq & tenten... :)

june baby..mama 1st june..wajdi 2nd june..ayah 5th june..abg johann 22nd june...

p/s : changing status..one step closer! :)

today is the day...nervous!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

so, it's finally going to happen..today..is the day..our first step that's gonna lead us to our big day....

ehh..our second step actually..first step merisik hari tu..lols
>.<



p/s : nothing big..but definitely a step to something big..praying that all goes well...amin!

road to E-Day...final checklist!

Alhamdulilah..almost everything is done...
road to engagement day..in 0 day...heyhoo!

checklist please :-

• engagement ring
• baju nikah + samping (hantaran)
• perfume (hantaran)
• sejadah (hantaran)
• cupcake (hantaran)
• chocolate (hantaran)
• fruits (hantaran)
• sirih junjung (hantaran)
• engagement dress + shoes
• instax camera + film (guestbook + photoshoot)
• photographer
• guestbook + photo album
• jar + cookies + ribbon (doorgift)
• thank you sticker
• mini pelamin + hantaran
• make up + hand bouquet +accessories
• khemah canopy + kerusi + meja + deco
• catering + buffet set + paper plate + paper cup
• guest list (close family & friends)
• photoprops

last but not least...

• Future Fiance

#eh! ;p

okie..all is done! ready to go..hee~ ^o^
owhh..by the way..hantaran cookies tu change last minute jadi sejadah sebab cookies & chocolate tu mcm sama je bak kata Abg Jepp a.k.a wedding planner..huu~

p/s : takde sesiapa nak belanja & sponsor sikit ke..i is broke! T_T lols

May 2013 is my busy month...

wahhh..sangat busy this month..banyak benda nak kena settle...
mini exam ada 2..final presentation 1..lagi preparation for E-Day...i'm dead!! ~_~
Financial Managment mini exam dah settle last week..phew~
weekend nie plak presentation HRD + Statistic mini exam..owhhmaii!!! >.<
memang next week je laa baru buat preparation + focus on E-Day..now is not the time..wuwuwuu~


p/s : keep calm..take a deep breath..settle down one by one..everything will be alright... AJA! AJA! FIGHTING!

another 25 days to go...

hello world!! a very good day to u...Happy 7th Month Anniversary FutureLover..214 days since we've been together..me love u so much!!! *cheesy* *sila muntah* wahahaa... ;p
homaigadd...another 25 days to go till our E-Day... *nervous* +_+
sikit je lagi weiyhh..hopefully everything goes well & seperti apa yang dirancangkan...
preparation semua ok..ada yang dah settle..ada yang half way..ada yang xsettle lagi..lols!

checklist 25 days before E-Day :-

• engagement ring
• baju nikah + samping (hantaran)
• perfume (hantaran)
• biscuits + cookies (hantaran)
• cupcake (hantaran)
• chocolate (hantaran)
• fruits (hantaran)
• engagement dress + shoes
• instax camera + film (guestbook + photoshoot)
• photographer
• guestbook + photo album
• jar + cookies + ribbon (doorgift)
• thank you sticker
• mini pelamin + hantaran
• make up + hand bouquet +accessories 
• khemah canopy + kerusi + meja + deco
• catering
• guest list (close family & friends)
• photoprops

owhh..apa lagi checklist nie???  ~_~"

ini kali lah!!

yea..#PRU13 or #GE13 Malaysia was on 5th May 2013..and i as a responsible citizen, of course  i'm doing my job by going out n polling..hell yeahh!!
first time tu babe..semangat gila...lols!

family meeting... ^o^

ehemm..ehemm...yesterday 20th April 2013..ade family meeting..a.k.a..small family gathering..a.k.a..merisik..ouchh!! >.< *gedikness*
eheheheee..nie first time both family jumpa & berkenalan..sebelum nie just me & babyboy je yang selalu jumpa family members each other...
everything went very well & smooth...well actually takde laa formal mana pun..just buat makan-makan kat rumah je..duduk sembang-sembang & makan-makan..that's all...
so..officially i'm booked! lols... *happy*

mommy, daddy & mama

btw..that baju yang i pakai tu suppose to be my E-Day dress..tapi sebab dia dah jadi purple colour not maroon..so for E-Day i buat baju baru..wuwuwuuu~ >.<


p/s : Happy Birthday Luvly Abang...21st April 1985!

that's not what i've plan for...

ok..seriously..rasa nak nangis sekarang..sebenarnya dah nangis dah depan babyboy semalam..nasib baik pandai pujuk..so ok sikit rasa..tapi kejap je laa..pastu nangis balik..lols! >.<
ottoke??? it's suppose to be maroon..not purple! i've already plan it long way ago..in fact already bought the perfect maroon shoes n matching outfit for babyboy..so..my dress..IT CAN'T BE PURPLE COLOUR..NOOOO!!! *nangis* T_T
what solutions do i have now??? :(

sweet talker!

betrayed!

sometimes knowing too much can get u hurt..but sometimes it's better to know the truth isn't it??? cause..the truth hurts for a little while..but lies hurt forever...
i feel betrayed! i know i shouldn't feel this way..but i do feel betrayed..i trusted u guys..why couldn't u guys just tell me the truth back then?? is it because of our friendship?? u guys think i will end our friendship because that silly truth?? come on! we are already like family...

talking to myself... part 12

green means go!

unless you're lazy...

move on...

in life we all make plans..but sometimes they don't turn out the way we expected...

by trying to help out..we may damaged a relationship...

by attempting to reach out..we may push someone further away...

by digging into the past..we may enriched our present...

"how we are leaving behind our past..walking towards the present…

the gift of life we have..carrying the histories of our life…"

Happy 26th Birthday Lil' Guppy...have a blastful one...!

xoxo

tengkiu FutureLover..love it!

백일축하해 (Baegil Chukha-hae) future lover... ^^

Happy 100 days, hunn!! it’s only been about three months but it honestly feels like we’ve been together for years already! I don’t know if other new couples have the same bond as we do but I’m very, very thankful that God gave u to me at this time in my life. For years, I’ve prayed that Allah send me someone to love, and every time, it would always end in a miss… or a heartbreak. Until u came along.

U added more sunshine and joy to my already blessed and colorful life and I can never thank u enough for making me feel so much loved. It’s only been a hundred days but u’ve done more for me than many other people I know. U take care of me, u take my stress away, u made me realize that there’s more to this world. U say u love me every chance u get and it means so much to me. U mean so much to me.

I never thought I would love u as much as I do now.Thank u for being good to my family and my friends and for doing everything I want, even if u think it’s pathetic or embarrassing sometimes. Thank u for sharing ur life with me and I can’t wait to learn more about u, my Future Lover.

I don’t know what lies ahead but I’m just really, really happy that u are with me right now. And that we love each other. I want the whole world to know how lucky I am that u’re with me right now. I’ll take care of u, love, don’t worry. U are now part of my dreams. Here’s to 100 days, 1,000 days, 10,000 days and a million more! I LOVE U.

believe in me...

if u don’t think other people have faith in u..don’t let it convince u that u are nothing..believe in yourself!!!
have immense faith in yourself..don’t invent patterns where there aren't any...
don’t lose hope that things can change at any moment...
don’t resign yourself because others haven’t believed in u..or because u just haven’t found what is it u’re looking for...
especially if u’re young..it’s wasteful to start thinking like life is over before it’s even really begun...


p/s : don’t be afraid of letting someone believe in u..they must see something u don’t quite yet see...