even after 300 years...

i want to tell you that i like you...

but can't tell you that..can i???

i want to tell you to forget about her...

she's a great girl..the best...

and you two are good together...

but i still want to tell you...

to tell her to fuck off and to be with me...

i want to tell you that since the moment i met you...

i can't even get your face out of my brain...

but i can't tell you that...

that all i want right now in the world...

is to take you away with me...

no her..no here..no this...just us!

if just for a day...you know???

but i can't tell you that...

i mean...you can't make me...

i mean..what kind of a person would i be...

if i went and told you something like that???

p/s : i don't know where i stand with you..and i don't know what i mean to you..all i know is every time i think of you..i want to be with you...

midnight snack...

eating at midnight is BAD!

but..it feels so GOOD...

p/s : 잘자요 내 사랑들 ♥

extra time...

make hay while you can!

nobody likes over time...

talking to myself... part 6

wondering why i post my thoughts here?

i guess i'm curious what other people think...

p/s : true story...

P.T.S

"Oh just wanna say sori for the news. Bersabar la :) u have tried to save him. But Allah lg syg dia. Besar pahala awk selamatkan binatang kesayangan Nabi.

Yup I do undstnd.but the thing is, do u like to see an animal put into pts or just live his daily life with suffer, pain and agony? Which one do u prefer the most in ur eyes? I knw its against ur ethic, but believe me, u have done ur very best to help him. The decision to put into pts is very hard.but it is the best for him. And I believe johny would be thankful to u for saving him. And for sure.. Allah will bless u. Besar pahala menolong haiwan.jgn bersedih..setiap yg hidup pasti mati. IsyaAllah kat akhirat nti kucing tu jd saksi kebaikan anda.I salute u for saving him! :)"

-19/05/12 16:04-


p/s : tengkiu oppa! :)

R.I.P Johny... :(

today..even though the weather is nice..i don’t feel good at all..kondisi emosi sgt tidak stabil..sebabnye...
around 11.15am td tetibe dpt call dari vet..bout Johny..vet ckp sory sgt2..dia terpaksa PTS Johny sbb tu je the best way..tak bole nk buat ape da..kondisi Johny mmg da sgt teruk..wa speeechless..vet ckp lg..Johny sbnrnye ade HIV AIDS..so mmg patut PTS..for his own good..lg laa wa tekedu..thought manusia je ade kene penyakit tu..binatang pn ade...
wa tak sanggup nk pegi tgk Johny..so wa suh vet je yg kebumikan Johny..after that phone call..wa terus down..hati tisu! :(
owh..Johny tu sbnrnye stray cat yg wa jumpe last week..time tu wa nk keluar parking..dia kt bwh kete..tgk condition dia time tu..wa mmg tak sampai hati..kurus..bdn luka2..luka paling teruk kat bahagian bontot dia..sumpah teruk gila! tak fikir pnjng, wa tangkap n terus bawa pegi vet..dgn harapan dia bole sembuh n sihat kembali..tapi sayang...

:'(

see..teruk kan luka dia.. :(

maggots..from his wound..gemok2 babe!

p/s : tengkiu abam Que sbb mcm concern kt wa n cube cheer me up..really appreciate it! ^^

konspirasi & konklusi

terlalu banyak konspirasi yang dirancang dan ingin dilancarkan...
juga terlalu banyak maksud yang dibawa bersama...
tidak kira sama ada yang tersurat mahupun yang tersirat...
haruskah di hadap sahaja semuanya...

p/s : mencari konklusi untuk semua yang terjadi...

not over you....

It never crossed my mind at all...

What we had has come and gone...

Sometimes i try to hide...
What i feel inside..and turn around...
I just can't figure it out...

Memories..supposed to fade...
What's wrong with my heart???
Shake it off..let it go...
Didn't think it'd be this hard...
Should be strong..movin' on...

Tell me why you're so hard to forget...
Don't remind me..i'm not over it...
Tell me why i can't seem to face the truth...
I'm just a little too not over you...

p/s :  get close to others too fast..and when things go sour....i'm devastated.....~

...an absent-mindedness...

is where a person shows inattentive or forgetful behaviour. It can have three different causes:

1. a low level of attention ("blanking" or "zoning out")
2. intense attention to a single object of focus (hyperfocus) that makes a person oblivious to events around him or her; or
3. unwarranted distraction of attention from the object of focus by irrelevant thoughts or environmental events.

Absent-mindedness is a mental condition in which the subject experiences low levels of attention and frequent distraction. Absent-mindedness is not a diagnosed condition but rather a symptom of boredom and sleepiness which people experience in their daily lives.
When suffering from absent-mindedness, people tend to show signs of memory lapse and weak recollection of recently occurring events. This can usually be a result of a variety of other conditions often diagnosed by clinicians such as ADD and depression.
In addition to absent-mindedness leading to an array of consequences affecting daily life, it can have as more severe, long-term problems.