10,000 promises

Once we were lovers
Just lovers we were
Oh, what a lie
Once we were dreamers
Just dreamers we were
Oh, you and I

Now I see you're just somebody
Who wastes all my time
And money
What a lie
You and I

What about your
Your ten thousand promises
That you gave to me
Your ten thousand promises
That you promised me

Once I could handle the truth
When the truth was you and I
Time after time all the promises
Turned out to be all lies

You say I'll take you back
But I close the door
Cuz I don't want
Ten thousand more

Ten thousand promises, you gave to me

entah..

lately kondisi diri tak berapa menentu...fizikal mental rohani jasmani...semua laa...sejak balik dari kl rithu...demam n flu asyik on off je...kejap sihat..kejap kang sakit...and lately...kondisi hati juga tidak menentu...ntah kenapa lately asyik teringak kat 'dia'...benci...sumpah benci sebab terpaksa membazirkan air mata...benci juga sebab diri kehilangan mood dan terpaksa mengelak untuk melepak bersama teman-teman kerana taknak mereka risau dengan keadaan diri......
pathetic kan....................

"If it was going to be like this…Why did you love me?
Why did you treat me good?
You only make it hard for me to forget you
Stop thinking about you, make me long for you..."

concern...

'...you have to kiss a lot of toads before you find a handsome prince charming...' -amad farick-

'...move on..forget everything bout him..u deserve someone much more better than him...' -sarina juhari & fadhilah hayadzi-

'...biar lah dia dengan dunia dia...kau enjoy your life..okey..' -rozieyatie-

wekend lepas p kl..merisik kak Fad utk abg sambil raya kt sana...tido kt peninsula suite kt jln duta...ntah suratan atau kebetulan...everytime aku tgh heartbroken mesti aku p kl n tido kt hotel ngan parents aku...da brape kali da terjadi...adakah ia salah satu cara utk memujuk aku??? tp dorg xtaw pn yg aku ngah heartbroken...ntah laa...biarlah menjadi misteri..mungkin nnt bole masuk 'misteri jam 12'...tp yg aku taw dorg suma concern ngan keadaan aku...

i'm ok..its alright

forget everything...move on..i deserve someone much more better than him...
they said i look awful...n worried bout me...bkn stakat family n teman-teman...colleague n customers pn tego...thats mean i really look bad hah?? so sorry if buat korang suma susah hati...thanks cuz concern pasal aku...im fine..i'll be fine...i just need time.....

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its been 3 month now since we been together..but u've change..out of blue..i really don't know the reason why..i can’t keep on doubting stuff..i'am stuck in a dead end street..seem like we've become strangers..and its hurt me so much...so starting from today..im not going to contact u anymore...

p/s : please..wake me up when september ends...