one year ago...

you’re my neon gypsy..my desert rain..you’re my “Helter Skelter”..oh how can I explain that..it's just overwhelming..every time I think about it, I just can't believe it..we've been together one year already baby..how time flies so fast..I'm so proud of you..I'm so proud to have you!! I love you more and more each day..thanks for everything FutureLover! You're THE BEST I EVER HAVE!!

xoxo, futurelover...

p/s: really can't wait for next year to come..ouchh!!

not a good start...

hello October..YES!! be nice to me?? NO!! :(
seems like we didn't get too well this year huhh..definitely not a good way to start my new day..my new month...
i haven't talk to u since a couple days ago..and i totally forgot to wear my ring & necklace today!
why u make it hard to me?? i don't want much..just a simple phone call..saying that u're sorry & u miss me..that's all..is it really hard to do that??
haven't u learned from the past?? don't u think u oughta know by now?? don't u think u shoulda learned somehow??
u leave me feeling dirty..because u can't understand..it make me sad!


p/s : until u figure it out and realize on ur own ..until then i'm not gonna talk to u..yes, i'm being stubborn!