letter to you...

Dear Strangers..

i hope you're alright..i hope you're doing ok more than barely surviving because you deserve better than that...
i want you to know that i care about you..not for any special reason, but rather just because you're human..you're a human being and as such you deserve the utmost respect, care, attention,value, appreciaton and admiration from other human being...
i want you to know that i hope everything works out for you...
above all, i just want you to have a good night and sleep well...
i want all of this not for any special reason, but rather because there isn't a reason not to...

Sincerely,
Me...

that awkward moment...

• when everytime you saw the new white suzuki swift sport and you wonder if that was his car...
• when you realize it's actually exactly been 5 months since the first time you met him...
• when you hangout with your friend and all the places that you go were the places that once you went with him...
• when you saw Wrigley's 5 - PULSE sugarfree gum and bought it just because you thought bout him...
• when you invite your best friend for a movie and he said yes and he came with his friend which is him...
• when you saw your best friend and him walking towards you but you pretended not to saw him...
• when you and him said hello to each other and your best friends were looking to both of you with meaningful look...
• when your best friends teased you in front of him but you're acting like cool...
• when you unintentionally joke about one of his friend and you thought he wouldn't know but actually he kinda knew it...
• when you secretly looks at him and he actually also looked at you...
• when he follow your best friend car and you thought that he knew that you're going for late nite supper after the movie but then he just went straight back home cuz he thought that your best friend wanted to send you home...
• when you keep looking at the road when there's a car passed by while having the late nite supper cuz you wish he would come and join you...
• when you keep looking at your phone and pretended to look at the clock but actually hoping that he would text you after the movie...
• when you're acting like cool all the time around but your best friends already knew what exactly you feel inside...
• when you think you're already forget him little by little but when you see him..you lost in translation cuz you still have that butterfly effect in your tummy...

p/s : from whispered hushes and distant crushes...lovescream!

dear heart...

Heart, I’m so sorry...
Love speaks of eternity...
But reality speaks of separation...

Heart, I’m so sorry...

You want to be loved too...

I only give you heartache...

 Heart, I’m so sorry...
I want to be with him always...
But only separation comes out of it...

 Like an echo, I’m always a couple steps behind...

 I try to hate you...
Saying you’re bad and that I’m going to erase you...
But when I do that...
My heart punishes me more...

 Heart, I’m so sorry...
If you come to love another person...
You’d be able to forget this pain and live...

p/s :   i believe i’ll be able to smile again...

talking to myself... part 5

if getting there is half the fun...

what happens if you turn around halfway???

p/s : can you meet me halfway..right at the borderline?

Before I leave it all behind

me : i hate how every time i'm on facebook, my fingers automatically start typing the first letter of your name...
mel : udah udah la tu.

me : td last..da xbuat lg da lps nie...huuu~
mel :  promise??

me : ye promise..da resign da buat keje part time tu..no more after this...
mel : alahai..cian je..

me : tayah nk cian sgt laa... =_='
mel : ak xnk cian tp ter"cian" gak..
me : booo!


p/s :  i've gotta put you out of my mind this time..stop living a lie...