leap year...

sometimes people decide to be just friends even their feeling is mutual...
not because love is hard...
but commitment complicates everything...

p/s : if two people are meant to be together..eventually they'll find their way back...

Festival Layang-Layang Sedunia 2012

sabtu lepas ntah ape tebiat ntah tetiba nak pegi Festival Lelayang kt Pasir Gudang..maybe sbb tapernah pegi..slalu dengo je org cite..padahal dah duduk kt JB nie bape tahun dah..so nak merasa laa jgk kan..tgk feel dia pegi mcm mane...

somel shangait...

so dengan berbekalkan semangat yg jitu dan di temani BFF Fadhilah Hayadzi & beberapa org budak DA SOSIAL misi di mulakan..janjinye nk pegi pagi hari..dlm kul 11 dah ade kt sane..tp harremm..mcm biase laa janji melayu..tgh hari kaedahnye br grak ke sane...

hamboii sukanye...

keadaan cuaca adalah tidak memberangsangkan..sejak gerak dari uma sampai laa ke Pasir Gudang..hujan non-stop..menyebabkan perjalanan mengambil masa yang lebih lama dari kebiasaannya kerana Highway Pasir Gudang jammed..and i almost sondol bontot kete depan sbb jalan licin n tayar kereta yg agk botak.. -_-'

berjaya sampai jgk akhirnya...

nasib baik sampai sana ujan benti..so gigih mencari parking yg agk-agk dekat dgn tmpt event berlangsung..walaupun keadaan cuaca agk tidak memberangsangkan..tapi orang tetap ramai..so agak crowded and menjadikan aku agk rimas n lemas..i hate cramped areas!

like seriously...

gigih tunggu lelayang terbang...

so tunggu semua sampai (i hate waiting for others) misi di mulakan dgn jalan-jalan pusing-pusing sampai pening tanpa arah tujuan sambil tunggu lelayang terbang naik ke langit..tapi hampeh! berejam tunggu lelayang tak terbang jgk kerana faktor angin memempengaruhi..i don't know why..angin langsung tade petang tu..de heck?!

walaupun tade angin..rambut sy tetap lembut beralun...

tak ready lg laa woii...

sumpah kecewa pegi tadapat tgk lelayang.. T_T
so..terpaksa laa melakukan aktiviti rutin sahaja sampai puas dan bosan...
puas tawaf bukit lelayang..penat..lapo..cari makanan..lepak tepi tasek..bosan..hujan..balek!

makan tepi tasek..suwitt shangaitt..

makan sambil menikmati pemandangan tasek yg indah kononnye...

sharing is caring

otekk..asal muka lu mcm tu??

time nk blek pun jammed jgk..ok benci!
janji tanak pegi lg da..unless ade org yg bawa pegi sane...
sumpah penat dia hari tu mcm pegi mandi laut..longoi gile..tapi pape pun i had a great time.. (^___^)v

lelayang nk terbang da ke woii???

fahd berdrama dgn mokk

kene buli...

err..ntahh...

kawaii...

posing gaya somel mokk

abg aziz aron katenye...

igt sng dpt begambo ngan aziz aron.. ;p

pahang or perak..u choose...

hurmm..

aku pn tapaham sebenarnye motif gambo kt khemah pahang/perak nie...

budak kacamata

ready...

actionn...

we fine.. :)

another budak kacamata

apesal yg blakang tu bajet mcm paling chomel???

going back to the times when we were strangers

last friday..finally we got time to talked..to clear everything that happen between us...
so i guess this is the final conclusion..
we moved on to a new chapter of us...friends...
yea..thats what we are now...
passes things get more comfortable n everything is going right i think...
and i'll try to be happy for him..for myself...
cuz i know we're cool..after all that we've been through together...

p/s : time always kills the pain...

mardi gras 21.02.2012

unplanned n unexpected birthday bash...
thanks so much 'old' & 'new' friends...
thanks for the great time last nite...
korang meme ohsem posem...

da b-day girl

TGI Friday ohsem

21.02.2012

b-day girl with her cute b-day cake

kene denda diri atas kerusi.. T_T

mic yg cool..buat pukul org pun besh..

Katy Perry in da making...

b-day girl with her 'new' fren & 'old' fren

da 'old' fren & da 'new' fren

'new boifren' pun kene denda diri atas kerusi

and i dumped him on our b-day bash..haha..

p/s : TGI Friday pun ohsem posem..da crew pun ohsem jgk... =)

twenty-five..officially

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time...

25 years old...
lucky number 21.02.2012

p/s : saengil-chuka hae lil' guppy... :) xoxo

accident...

i almost set my house on fire mlm td.. luckily nothing serious happen..just a very-very minor damage je..i'm still in shock n tak mampu nk berfikir ape-ape skang nie...

tempat kejadian selepas kebakaran

ini laa punca kejadian

kerosakkan yg terjadi

td lepas siap buat choco cornflakes terasa lapar..so sbb tgl sesorg kt uma n malas nk kuar..decided utk goreng fries n daging burger je..so panaskan minyak dlm pyrex pot kononnye nk deep fry..malas nk cari kuali..so while tunggu minyak nk panas went upstairs to my room utk tgk phone kot-kot ade text msg or miscall..but i don't know ape yg ade dlm kepala otak time tu..tetibe mcm lupe tak ingat pun yg sebenarnye tengah panaskan minyak kt dapo n just terus stay dlm bilik ngadap pc..until at one time tetiba rasa mcm teringat ade buat something kt bawah td tapi tak ingat ape dia..so went downstairs..mcm terbau-bau asap..pegi dapo tgk dlm pyrex pot api da menjulang-julang..tapi asap tak banyak n tak bau hangit sgt sbb on exhaust fan..terus off kan api dapo n nasib tak panic sgt n mampu berfikir..sgt bernasib baik sbb kat uma ade fire extinguisher..n sgt bernasib baik jgk sbb diri nie tetiba pandai menggunakan alat tersebut..tapi api sgt degil..3 kali sembur sampai abis abc powder tu pun api tanak padam..so antara berani ngan tidak took da pyrex pot to da sink n padam kan guna running tap water..berjaya..asap penuh satu uma..hampir-hampir jgk nk lemas n semput tp nasib baik ketahanan diri agk kuat n jitu..pegi buka semua pintu n tingkap untuk hilangkan asap...sumpah cuak gila tahap dewa...
terus call ibu nangis-nangis bgtaw ape yg jd..then call fahd cite kt dia..kononnye nk tenangkan diri..tp hampeh..nangis jgk..lg teruk..da ok sket call abg plak..tataw kenape nak call n bgtaw kt dia ape yg jd..mungkin sbb dia abg...
khairul nisa' mohamad..ape yg awak fikir kn td hah sampai bole jd mcm tu skali??? nasib baik tade pape yg serious jd..n nasib baik jgk awak tak panic sgt n agk cekap dan mampu mengawal keadaan..kalau tak..tataw laa ape yg jd td...

tapi sebenarnye there's one person in my mind for da whole time after kejadian nie happen..him..NH..sebenarnye hati nk sgt call dia n cite kt dia ape yg jd..nk dia comfort n calm kan diri ini..nk dengar his soft sweet gentle voice n make me calm..but i know thats not gonna happen...

p/s : a big thanks to security guard...

february wishlist...

omoo..just a few days more to go..then will be officially 25 years old... o_O
didn't wish much for this coming birthday..just a few things that is on my mind...

• Tafsir Al-Quran & Panduan Solat Harian (untuk memperbaiki diri ini)
• Polaroid Camera (to capture n memory kan every single beautiful moment)
• Watch (to treasure every single second in my life)
• Him..my knight in shining armour (to complete me n my wishlist)

ini saje yg saya minta..tak banyak pun..agak-agak tercapai tak???

p/s : NH..will he remember my birthday???

february air...

i suppose to call him..n we have a talk..for once and all..n clear everything out..tapi until now masih tidak berkesempatan...
hari nie buat keje semua serba tak kena..da double check pn still ade salah jgk..apehal ntah...
padahal da abis focus da buat keje..and what do u know..it happen again..hmmm.....
i cant help it..seperti tidak mampu mengawal diri..is it ok to be not ok???

p/s : my arms get cold in february air..please dont lose hold me out there...

pintu sukahati

mental dan emosi tidak stabil...
wahai cik hati..silalah tabah...
wahai cik mata..silalah berhenti mengalirkan air mata...
wahai cik otak..silalah berhenti berfikir tentang dirinya...
wahai cik nisandra heartmean..silalah tenangkan dirimu...
kerna sesungguhnya kamu seorang yang kuat...

..pintu sukahati..i really need to go there..berbaring di sana sambil melihat sang bulan dan cik bintang yang bertaburan di langit malam yang luas terbentang...

p/s : cheer team..i need u guys...

big girl don't cry...

i have faith in myself..and in my soul..that things will work out in the end...
however..i do admit..that sometimes i wish that things had worked out..and that i hadn't slowly fall out of love with u...
sometimes..i wonder if that's why you opted out of my life...
i'll never know how you feel..or if you still think about me..i don't know if the things you once said is still felt today but what i do know is that i can't keep doing this to myself...
u will never be forgotten..but right now i need to put everything down and walk away..it hurts too much to try to put everything back together....

p/s : dear heart..please be strong..remember..there's always someone who meant to be for u...

bubble party yaw!

once again..home alone for the weekend..2 weeks in a row..ohsem!
lets have a party bebeyh...yeahhh! ;p
ok..seriously..kena tinggal sorang-sorang kat uma wekend-wekend nie mati kutu gak kaedahnye..ape siak wa nak buat??? semua org takde..should i invite my frens to come and accompany me??? maybe we can have soccer nite at my crib..order pizza n watch live football match or..movie marathon maybe???
haihhh~

p/s : it would be nice if i could spend my whole weekend with NH...i wish~

...february..please be nice to me...

hello february 2012...all of my life..i have been waiting for u..(aiceh..konon)
you are my magical month..my mystical month..my special month...and my one and only birthday month...nothing much i want from u...just..please..please..please be nice to me..the nicest u can be..please...i'm hoping for the best to happen in this february..yoshh!

p/s : hey mr.arsenal..would u be my valentine???