cry-baby...

she's tough on the outside..but so fragile in the inside..not trying to show she's weak in front of people.. pretending to be happy like nothing's wrong..so true...
but..well yeah..she such a cry-baby lately..eh! yeke?? dari dulu lg kot..same je!
but lately..sgt cry-baby..almost everyday pun meleleh..fragile gila!
reasons..unknown...too much thinking i think..jd over-sensitive..soft-hearted maybe...
been talking to herself, bear-bear, takuy n kimy also cuddle with luvlymiekey...
tapi..still tak ok jgk..kalau ok pun sekejap je..pastu cry-baby blek....
what she really need now is..lengan as punching bag utk di tumbuk cubit n gigit..then dada yg bidang as bantal yg empuk utk di sembamkan muka..sepasang tangan as a blanket to hug and make her feel safe n warm..and a voice that can calm her and telling everything well be ok...



p/s : maybe i need someone to talk to..a shoulder to cry..but who would be that some one???

a selfish life...

hey, remember me...
i remember you..walking away...
from all that you made...
you lost or threw away...
traded in for a brand new life...
but, i can't let go..neither turn around...
so i have to hold my head high and walk away too...


p/s : 11.07.12..it's been exactly 8 months since 11.11.11..do u still remember??

Talking to myself... part 8

when you have a headache, toothache or stomachache...

you can take pain-killer to relieve the pain...

so, can pain-killer relief a heartache too??

homophobic

...a man who is afraid of gays is probably insecure about his own sexuality...

syukur...

Ya, Allah…

if i can’t have what i want…

please, let me want what i have…

aminnn…..

mommy 55th b-day bash :)

well, actually i wanted to do something like daddy b-day bash for mommy..but since her boyfie already took her out earlier today..so we just went for dinner at Sizzling Stonegrill...saengil-chuka hae omma! ^^

mashed potato dia ohsem.. :)

master chef malaysia..not!

main masak2 atas batu panas...

b-day girl with her boyfie...

train insane..remain the same...

so..i'm going to participate in marathon end of this year..and this is serious..no joke! and today is like my 1st day of training + jogging with my 'self-appointed coach'..and i dont know why..i felt nervous..kelakar kan?? but seriously..i'm nervous! sumpah tak tipu!

so we started our jogged around 6pm..pusing keliling setia tropika..and because it is my first time..br jogged sket je da mengah..no stamina! (-_-;)

luckily my coach sorg yg baik and sgt supportive..kononnye garang and nak bully wa..tapi tade pun..hee~ (^___^) jogged around 2km in about 20 minutes..ok laa tu kot..tapi coach ckp wa power..ye-ye je! nampak sangat gaya-gaya ayat perangsangnye..tapi wa termakan jgk ngan kata-kata dia..hahaa!

so after this i'm gonna exercise more and more regularly..jyeahh!


p/s : gigih beli new running shoes..nice kan?? *woot-woot* \(^o^)/