syukur...

Ya, Allah…

if i can’t have what i want…

please, let me want what i have…

aminnn…..

mommy 55th b-day bash :)

well, actually i wanted to do something like daddy b-day bash for mommy..but since her boyfie already took her out earlier today..so we just went for dinner at Sizzling Stonegrill...saengil-chuka hae omma! ^^

mashed potato dia ohsem.. :)

master chef malaysia..not!

main masak2 atas batu panas...

b-day girl with her boyfie...

train insane..remain the same...

so..i'm going to participate in marathon end of this year..and this is serious..no joke! and today is like my 1st day of training + jogging with my 'self-appointed coach'..and i dont know why..i felt nervous..kelakar kan?? but seriously..i'm nervous! sumpah tak tipu!

so we started our jogged around 6pm..pusing keliling setia tropika..and because it is my first time..br jogged sket je da mengah..no stamina! (-_-;)

luckily my coach sorg yg baik and sgt supportive..kononnye garang and nak bully wa..tapi tade pun..hee~ (^___^) jogged around 2km in about 20 minutes..ok laa tu kot..tapi coach ckp wa power..ye-ye je! nampak sangat gaya-gaya ayat perangsangnye..tapi wa termakan jgk ngan kata-kata dia..hahaa!

so after this i'm gonna exercise more and more regularly..jyeahh!


p/s : gigih beli new running shoes..nice kan?? *woot-woot* \(^o^)/

cake batek marie me anyone???

cake batek marie me.. :)

so..since da pandai buat cake batek nie..mmg tersangat laa rajin membuatnye..sekejap-sekejap je rase nak buat..mentang-mentang laa cake paling senang nak buat..ingredients pun simple..kemain! hehee~

da ingredients...

melt da butter...

add susu pekat..

milo... :)

looks yummy...

final ingredient...

moulding time..

tadaa... :)

p/s : buat cake batek mmg champion..tp bab potong utk hidang..epic fail... >.<

in case we become strangers

What's so great about that person that I can't forget him?
What did that person ever do for me?
That he tortures me by preventing me from breathing like this..

If I can hold onto you like this..
Can we go back to us in the beginning?
My friends say I'm stupid and that I should save face but..
I can't acknowledge this - not holding onto you because of pride..
In my longing filled with regret, I can't erase you..

You put up with me, always wanting to do things my way..
You always embraced anything I wanted but why?
Why are you cowardly acting like you're someone else?
Why? You're the one who confessed your love to me first..
It was you who said we should get married..
You might be sick of hearing the same thing but I don't wanna be strangers..

but...

In case we become strangers, I can't give my heart to anyone else but you..
If I leave you as well, we might become strangers..
So I remained alone on the street where you left and cried for a long time..
In case we run into each other, I wait for you with a burning heart but where are you?

I guess we're really strangers - as if my heart has died, my heart keeps hurting..
We were really in love but now we can't see each other..
I guess we're really strangers now.....

p/s : it's okay if it hurts, it's okay if it's too late, all you need to do is come back..i hope you will know this...

M&M...

i only eat the brown ones..because chocolate is already brown... (^___^)

You will get through this...I promise....

And some day..some wonderful and beautiful day...
You will meet someone who makes you feel happy and worthwhile again...
And he will be worth it...

Until then...just breathe.....

The pain does fade...So look to that time somewhere in the future... :)

p/s :  you will receive someone in your life who you truly deserve..who will be FAITHFUL and HONEST..someone AMAZING and WONDERFUL...